(¯`·._.• Lyrics of My Life •._.·´¯)

Di sini kau dan aku.. terbiasa bersama.. menjalani kasih sayang.. bahagia kudenganmu.. pernahkah kau menguntai.. hari paling indah.. ku ukir nama kita berdua.. di sini syurga kita.. bila kita mencintai yang lain.. mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar.. sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah.. sayang ku akan hilang.. if u love somebody.. could we be this strong.. i will fight to win.. our love will conquer all.. wouldn’t risk my love.. even just one night.. our love will stay in my heart.. my heart..

I think i wanna take some time off my ‘hectic’ schedule lah.. catch up with my frens (like nemah, nad, atun, fiza kecik, baya…) & have some fun time together.. hopefully it can help to reduce my anxiety & stress level.. hoho. Have to refuse to take the offer from atun to decorate her sister’s hantaran.. bile masa nak buat, i’m afraid i cant, the wedding is on 23rd nov, hotel istana. Nak yg extravaganza punye lak tuh. Sori la atun, yours next time, insyaallah, i will.

Thing changes. I wanna quit from my job (eventho just being promoted lastweek) due to some inevitable circumstances, but, the bigboss still wants me to hold on. Aiyo. So precious la i am for the company. Hahaha. I show him the resignation letter, he ask me to keep it, dont quit. The company needs me..kononla. Heeeeeeeeeee. Dah solat istikharah byk kali still the result is: quit.  Pening. This will give major impacts to many things. The baby inside me is kicking. Ouchh. Hahaaa.

Esok raya..yayness!! Gladly most of the family members will be home tonite. Meriah. 9 org kanak2 riang & 13 org dewasa yg riang ria..hehehe.. baked my cup cake last nite & be continued tonite. Penat ah. Dah keje arini. Apedaaa. Lupa nak bagi resepi lagi kat nemah. Sori sesangat. Nampak gaye memang lepas raya laaaa jawabnyee. Heeee. Bigboss come today, gave me luit layaaa..yeaa..alhamdulillah. And.. the great thing is, i’ve been promoted!!! Alhamdulillah. Lepas raya insyaallah. Rezeki raya. And 1 more yayness - bleh balik balik awal today.. heee. Okies. Selamat Hari raya buat semua. Ampun & maaf andainya…
TERkasar bahasa..
TERsilap bicara..
TERbuat hati terasa..
TERmarah yg tak kena..
TERtanya tak tentu hala..
TERsasul yang tak sengaja..
TERmakan dan minum sengaja atau tak sengaja..
TERcakap hingga sakit mental & jiwa..
TERmoody tak semena-mena..
TERpukul kat mana-mana..
TERpekik di telinga..
Terhantuk di kepala..
TERpinjam harta benda..
TERumpat bila-bila..
TERmacam-macam lagi la yang kena mengena..
Semoga dimaafkan.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Raya is drawing near. Tak bestnye dah abeh posa. Isnin keje (pbb#h$t%qqk#!*&^!!), khamis jumaat kena keje tapi aku nak cuti khamis. Sabo je la. Raye pun nak berkire. Sapa yg nak datang ofis wat bisnes time raye?? Ishk. Orang ‘gomen’ (hehe) pun cuti..Tak paham tul. Sib baik alhamdulillah takyah gi raye jejauh. Lega sket. Bad news 4 this week: nemah is not coming. Huh. Abeh laa. Nemah, kawen aar cecepat! Senang la sket nak datang KL. Heeee. Emi pun maybe the same. Iskk. Tadi jejalan kat taipan, saw this 1 private school, sekolah agama nurul izzah.. waaa.. boleh laaaa lebih kuang ah tuu.. hehe. Dah lamanye x gi shopping @ window shopping. Too bad x de shopping mall yg buka sampei 1 -2 pagi. Okehla. Tak larat dah nak ngadap monitor ni. Selamat berbuka  untuk hari ini.

Still waiting 4 the boss to annouce the result. interview nemah & emi. this week la. a very hectic week. hunting 4 the best comfortable & affordable house in subang. penatla. time lunch (takde la lunch nye) gi hunting. abis time keje pun gi lagi. ade 1 yg berkenan so by hook or by crook kena move lpas raya @ awal november. tak larat dah nak travel everyday. penat gile & duit pun penat. minyak + tol + jem buah-buahan..hehe. good combination - elements of stress. heh. kalo ikut malasnyeeee nak gi keje, dok umah masak lagi best, hehe..tapi bile pk balik watpe sesusah study dulu, kalo tau nak dok umah lpas spm pun x yah further..kuikuikui.. manusia ni x penah puas.. bile x de terhegeh2 nak bagi ade, risaunye bile x de, bile dah ade x reti nak bsyukur, kan.. apelah.. heh.. bak lirik dlm TheZikr - nikmat yg dikecap baru akan terasa bila hilang.. hmm. jumaat ni ade seminar. apsal x rasa mcm nak raya thn ni.. maybe bz sgt sampei x terasa lsg kemeriahan aidilfitri.. heh.. lagi pulak dah kawen so rasa teruja nak dpt duit raye mcm sblum ni dah takde lg dah.. last year still dpt duit raya dpd mama baba & kakak2.. thn ni kena la plak bg duit raye kat diorg & anak2 diorg.. ahah.. pagi raye kat kajang & petang raye kat kl.. mlm tu nak balik kajang balik then pagi 2nd day raya kat kl.. petang 2nd day raya kat kajang then mlm tido kat kl.. hahaha.. baru fair & lovely.. last friday gi buffet kat sheraton subang hotel & towers hehe with jas & istri dia zamna yg nak celebrate birthday.. ade cabutan bertuah & klakarnye zamna dpt sos tiram 3 botol (sponsor buffet) & en.mohd.khairuddin berjaya mendapat sekampit beras 5 kg..hihi.. bleh wat ktupat laa.. jaafar onn & haiza yg entertained & x sangke gak suare haiza live mmg sedap.. dia mcm excited tengok istri ‘abg din’.. hehehe.. ok la. hari ni x tau nak buka mkn ape.. nak masak x sempat dah.. takpelah. oooh. nemah mintak resepi biskut. lupe la plak. nanti ye nemah. lepas raye je. haha.

Buka pose yesterday kat Masjid KLIA. Not bad. The food was ok. Terawih skali & ramai yg transit nak gi umrah. Last monday nemah came to kl 4 the interview. I think she’s already qualified & will be hired laaaa.. boss pun mcm ske je kat dia.. hehe.. lepas raya bleh la beronggeng dgn nemah kat subang.. nak pulak org tu baru beli keta, heh dulu aku yg bawak dia gi sana sini now dia lak kena bawak la..yay! sori ar nemah. saje je. my boss is outstation - now in europe, but still got the bigboss who will come & see me for atleast 2 hrs everyday.. huh. he said do not care bout the hidden cameras, they are actually ridiculous & totally nonsense..haha.. biar betul.. yg klakar nye dia pun tak tau yg mane hidden camera, patutle ngutuk boss  & org2 bawahan dia bagai nak rak kat aku aritu, lepas bgtau ade spy atas kpale baru laaa dia tergezut, siap ckp lagi “laaaaaa.. why dont u tell me b4..??” laaaa.. company sendri takkan x tau.. apeler.. sian.. hehe. Tgh plan bila masa yg strategik nak buat kuih raye nih.. maybe a week b4 raya laaa.. tapi tu pun x sure sempat ke x, working makes my time shorter laa. just imagine la, balik keje kul 5, sampai umah kat kul 6 @ 6 lebih depends on the traffic condition la, pastu mandi2 solat pe smua, trus gi dapo masak, makan2 then mlm dah x larat nak watpe. wonder how nemah can keje day & night (hehe).. tu blom ade anak.. heh.. lagi laaa hectic kot.. ok laa.. takpela. i strongly believe that Allah taala takkan bagi sesuatu pd kita melebihi apa yg kita mampu hadapi.. kan. Dia Maha Mengetahui. take that. as simple as that.

I’m glad i’ve a friend who always reminds me of my amal ibadah..an old friend of mine, i knew him since i was 17.. he always send me doa, tazkirah, reminders etc via mms.. sampai la skang dah kawen pun dia still jadi sahabat baik.. the saddest part is i forgot to tell him about my wedding..huhu. tergezut gile dia. sorry hans. he was the senior in tmsol online. the leader  of anthrax group, one of the most wanted underground hacking group in 1997 - blacklisted by TM & MIMOS. Now he is travelling around the world, completing his mission by his tabligh movement. huhu. skang tgh pose kat pondok kelate. hehe. tetiap pagi mms doa & bacaan surah by saad said al-ghamidi.. my fav imam kat mekah. Bacaan & lagu dia best. Try le dengar. Okla. waiting for emy to come for the interview. kul doblas leh balik. yay.

Last saturday was my birthday! Alhamdulillah. Oledi old. heh. Pepagi cam biase gi keje, siap pakai sweater tebal maklum le nak gi mendaki..heheee.. pas dah keje, trus gi g.highland.. saje nak celebrate kat sane sbb nak gi makan / buke pose kat nando’s sbenarnye.. kalo ikutkan kat memane je ade nando’s, restoran ayam best kegemaran kami. hehe. even kat subang sendri ade nando’s tapi sbb saje nak makan ayam pedassss kat atas gunung yg sejuk..ekeke.. ramai gile umat manusia especially chinese maklom laaa gaji dah masyuk so diorang ni kire nak gi gambling laa ape lagi. kitorang gi gamble makan ayam. heee. nak check-in pun tak dapek pasal dah full suma bilik, tak plan awal2 konon nak walk-in je, mmg le no luck.. sampei je baru lpas ujan lak tu uyooo gigil2 mcm la konon kat oversea, tapi mmg sejuk la berkabus tinggal tak turun salji jek..akaka.. slalu kalo gi day-time takde la sejuk camtu tp gaknye ujan sablum (hehe) tu, so sape yg gile & rase nak freeze kan dirinye je leh stay kat open-air lelame..tapi tak gak sbb ramai gak chinese/singaporeans yg pakai skirt pendek gile serupa tak ingat, slambe je jejalan kat luar..tahan tul.. full-ventilation abiss.. tapi takde la plak jadi frozen food..haha..eran tull.. then lepas berbuka - bace doa, nyanyi birthday song (haha), tiup lilin, makan kek, bukak hadiah, ngap ayam, jejalan summore, lepak2 tengok bebudak main, snap2 summore, pehtu balik ler..balik trus pengsan. Sblum pengsan sempat check sms wishes dpd kengkawan. So kepada kengkawan baikku yg wish via sms / friendster, mekaseh bebanyak eh. Alin kawan tadika pun wish gak! tak sangke tul. Tq tq. Oklaa. Ngantuk. Takleh balik buke pose kat umah arini sbb en.mohd.khairuddin tepakse stay kat opis sampai lepas buke.huhu.tepakse la buke kat hotel dgn en.mohd.khairuddin. so tak sempat la nak gi terawih arini..huhu. Berkorbanlah demi bangsa, negara dan en.mohd.khairuddin. Majulah en.mohd.khairuddin untuk negara.

Aiseh. Baru tau smalam, rupenye ade 2 hidden camera kat atas paler nih.. tak gune btol.. yg 1 tu aku dah lame tau, yg lagi 1 lagi hampeh.. smoke detecter camera siap audio lagik.. bentuknye sebijik cam smoke detector untuk fire alarm tuh, tapi rupenye ade camera siap bleh record suare lagi.. nih yg rase hangin 1 badan nih..aku mati2 ingat smoke detector semata2 je.. skang ni bley gune sms je laaaaaaaaa.. maknenye slama ni aku kutuk slambe je dlm tepon dengan hubby aku tu diorg smua bley tau la.. ish ish. Rase cam nak quit ah. No privacy. Harrasment. Isk. Isk. Tapi sbenarnye baik untuk meningkatkan produktiviti & self-discipline. Haha. Hampeh. Sabar. Posa nih. Dugaan.

Life is tough. Real tough i tell u. Heh. Lagi best zaman skola menengah @ rendah.. campus life pun best gak.. rindu plak rasanya.. Smalam buka posa reramai kat kajang.. smua ade, mmg grand & riuh rendah.. 23 org tuu.. sib baik takyah masak, amek catering je yg bestnye free lak tuh.. kalo camni tiap minggu bleh mintak cater.. huh makan besar..celebrate birhtday baba skali.. yg ke 62.. dia still ckp dah masuk 63, ikut calculation cara dia.. heh.. wutever.. 62 @ 63, he still look younger than he should be.. heeeee.. awet mude la kan.. ske makan ulam.. tu lah hasilnye.. kitorang all together hadiahkan dia a new laptop yg dia penah sebut aritu & 2 buah buku dia pesan kat aku haritu gak.. buku kegemaran dia.. by Azizi Ali; the milionnaire. Bagi b’day card skali, aku tulis dlm tu dpd smua, list down smua family members & lastly nama Chikie, kucing kesayangan dia..akakaka..tergelak besar smua org bila baba bacakan kad tuh..hihi.. Then solat terawih sesama.. 4.30 bangun sahur.. aku tak ngantuk lak so stay la sampai ke pagi.. sampai ofis bos tak masuk lagi..bleh laa kill my time jap kat sini..hehe. ok laa.. the hidden camera is on 24hrs..isk isk.

Last tuesday baru la aku tahu member uum aku namenye maheran pun keje kat ss15 gak lain row je..heh sabojelaaa ye meran.. tapi still x sempat gi cari dia yg katanye ketensenan tuh..heh.. sian.. nantilaa..aku pun tensen gak ni sbbnye baru je aku keje sini dah byk lak ppl call asking me to attend their interview..ishh.. bukan 1-2 tapi 4. Heh. Ada yg kena hari yg same lak tuh. Abehtu tgh keje cemane la plak nak gi.. tu la yg gi gatal hantar bebanyak watpe..bak kata hubby aku..sampai sendiri x ingat yg mana 1..heheeee.. abih kalo x keje mane de income.. ni nak raye ni confirm 9 org anak2 sedare yg comel2 tu nak duit raye..heheeee.. Hmm tapi maybe nak gi yg best je laa.. Securities Commission. Dah bgtau dia taknak gi interview tapi org tu siap tanye gaji aku skang brape, patut ar ropanya kat situ lagi byk. Ala tah dpt ke tak…tapi atleast kena la gi try dulu, kan.. heee. Yg tak bestnye tu siap ade written exam - essay writing lagi..isk.. dah lama tak pegang pen.. mesti tak selancar kilometrico. Hehe. Okla. Cukupla stakat ni dulu takleh lelame sbb aku baru tau pagi tadi kat company ni ade hidden camera kat atas kpale aku. Gile secured. Heeee.

Finally.. received my scroll.. in front of my mama & baba, him, his mom, uchu, fali & fatin. Got roses & teddies. So lovely. Really thanks to mama & baba. For their endless love & support. And of cos to my beloved hubby, who waited for this for so long..since my dip. Jazakumullah. Love them all. Forever. InsyaAllah. :’-)

For kakjun, maya & cigu along, mekaseh bebanyak sbb sudi meluangkan mase untuk kite bergambar sesame..gambar korang ade dalam album: Graduation! tu okeh.. Nanti ade rezeki kite jumpe lagi..insyaAllah..Cigu, thanks 4 the roses eh. Oklah kekawan, study smart & wish u guys all the best 4 final..

My current position : home economist a.k.a surirumah.. heheheheeeeeeee… yeeeeehawwww.. Everyday all i think is : “menu for today?” Hehehe. Life is great.

Alhamdulillah. Just married. Blissfull wedding. 3rd June, Kajang. 10th June, K.L.. Thanx a zillion for all who had attend my wedding.. Naimah, Nadia, Emy, Along, Rifqah, CikenQueen, Kak Oni, Wawa, Haizum, Nurin, Aliyya, Azlin & etc..  Many thanx also for the presents & wishes. And for those who missed it, some pictures to share with in my album. Terima kasih bebanyak & doakan kami bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat, insyaAllah.